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BOY MODE

by keale
Nov 24 21 • 0:00 • 460 plays
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well i don�t want to be a problem
but i feel uncomfortable being here on my own
i think i need someone to talk to
but i�m all alone and i don�t wanna see any friends
i can�t let them see me like this
dunno how they will react finding me on the phone

i guess i�m fine being in boy mode
but when i�m sat in my room
i guess i�ll pop another pill
well i don�t want to deal with problems
so i�ll shove it in the closet with the skeleton behind the door
and only open if i need to
like whenever that is, and never tell another person again
cus i think that would be a problem
like if all of them knew, i�d never show myself here again
and only popup on occasion
on a cloudier day when it�s difficult to see my face

well i don�t want to be a problem
problems piling up
my mood is up down up down
tying me up
i�m in my boy mode boy mode
dying inside
i�m in my boy mode boy mode

well i don�t want to be a problem
but i feel uncomfortable being here on my own
i think i need someone to talk to
but i�m all alone and i don�t wanna see any friends
i can�t let them see me like this
dunno how they will react finding me on the phone
i guess i�m fine being in boy mode
but when i�m sat in my room
i guess i�ll pop another pill

well i don�t want to be a problem
but i carry them with me, don�t know how to let it go
if i were smarter i could solve em
but i�m already in bed
got broken bottles in the bathroom
and i don�t fit in my clothes and skirt that i bought fell down
i left my hoodie in the classroom
now i have nothing to wear, i know that nobody is watching me
but i feel i�m in disrepair

well i don�t want to be a problem
problems piling up
my mood is up down up down
tying me up
i�m in my boy mode boy mode
dying inside
i�m in my boy mode boy mode