well i don’t want to be a problem
but i feel uncomfortable being here on my own
i think i need someone to talk to
but i’m all alone and i don’t wanna see any friends
i can’t let them see me like this
dunno how they will react finding me on the phone

i guess i’m fine being in boy mode
but when i’m sat in my room
i guess i’ll pop another pill
well i don’t want to deal with problems
so i’ll shove it in the closet with the skeleton behind the door
and only open if i need to
like whenever that is, and never tell another person again
cus i think that would be a problem
like if all of them knew, i’d never show myself here again
and only popup on occasion
on a cloudier day when it’s difficult to see my face

well i don’t want to be a problem
problems piling up
my mood is up down up down
tying me up
i’m in my boy mode boy mode
dying inside
i’m in my boy mode boy mode

well i don’t want to be a problem
but i feel uncomfortable being here on my own
i think i need someone to talk to
but i’m all alone and i don’t wanna see any friends
i can’t let them see me like this
dunno how they will react finding me on the phone
i guess i’m fine being in boy mode
but when i’m sat in my room
i guess i’ll pop another pill

well i don’t want to be a problem
but i carry them with me, don’t know how to let it go
if i were smarter i could solve em
but i’m already in bed
got broken bottles in the bathroom
and i don’t fit in my clothes and skirt that i bought fell down
i left my hoodie in the classroom
now i have nothing to wear, i know that nobody is watching me
but i feel i’m in disrepair

well i don’t want to be a problem
problems piling up
my mood is up down up down
tying me up
i’m in my boy mode boy mode
dying inside
i’m in my boy mode boy mode